My Time in Spiritual Darkness

My Time in Spiritual Darkness.

Not something I’m too fond of sharing on a personal blog publicly available, but I feel deserves some explaining mainly for myself.

I for whatever reason felt the need to prove to myself that no matter what I did, no matter how far into spiritual darkness I went I would still end up at the side of God.

Did I prove the point to myself?

I think I did.

Why in the name of sanity did I feel the need to prove this point?

Very good question.

I guess I felt I needed to prove it to others.

I guess I felt that others didn’t perhaps see this point that no matter what someone does in their life, no matter how deep into spiritual darkness they go.

They will inevitably end up at the side of God.

I guess I always knew deep within me that I came from God and was so… ready to depart from spiritual darkness.

I always knew that I guess these ways were wrong deep down but felt the need to prove that point to others because I felt they themselves didn’t realize this point.

Perhaps, I got a little too far down and forgot why I was doing it and it got a little too far, but my guides and good people were there helping me when I needed some help and God was always there watching over me.

Update 09/02/2024

I think the truth of the matter is that I felt the need to prove this point to myself.

That no matter how deep into spiritual darkness I went.

I would inevitably end up at Gods side.

And I gotta say.

Its a point very well proven.